An Utopian Friendship

The gift to talk about everything
under the Sun, moon 'n the Universe...

Where thoughts spring in one's mind
but are given sound by the other...

The uncanny mind-reading 'n
the unconditional acceptance...

The Walks, the talks...
the banter 'n the silence...

Two contrastive individuals but
still attuned in a perfect harmony...

A friendship so surreal
'n yet so real...

Will i ever find it?

I don't want to be....

I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me....


just purrrfect...reflects my current mind-state....

for those who donno, this is a really nice song by Gavin DeGraw

da slow struggle between da slothful 'n da industrious...lying just below da stream of consciousness...never breaking out in da open...'n never seeming to cease...always there...just beneath da surface...


but just when you think its within ur grasp you find it slithering away deeper...only to rise its vile head when you are least expecting...